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Random Thoughts
Last Thoughts
The short lived days of dismal glory
are what is withheld in this story.
The golden days of his youth
were slipping by through the truth.
It started one October night
he fell on his death bed filled with fright.
He stayed there shaking, wondering, thinking
why he wasted his life away by drinking.
He stole what he needed to get what he wanted.
Now all these things were here the haunt him.
The things he'd done the things he'd seen
were all coming back to him this Halloween.
He'd lied, cheated, murdered, and stolen.
Now he had no one to comfort and hold him.
He lay there fading and knew that day;
his life had always been slowly draining away.
His eyes opened but it was much too late,
he knew he could now never escape his fate.
He mumbled these words knowing it was the best he could do.
"Kids, don't let this happen to you."
B-day
Sorry I missed your birthday,
this really is a pain.
But so you know that I don't hate you,
life's finally driven me insane.
So next time that you see me,
and I have a great big smile.
Check my bags for anything sharp,
you may be there a while.
Be Gone
Your smile reminds me of a summer day
When we talk I laugh until I cry
But when I am gone I won't miss you that much
And just sit right there and I'll tell you why
All I have to do is close my eyes
And I see your face
Your voice is imprinted in the back of my mind
We are so much alike I know exactly what you're gonna say
And even when I'm not with you, I know that you're mine
I may not remember when we first met
And I may be lost in myself sometimes
I know I'll be lonely without you around me
But I know for certain of one thing
And that's I'm yours for all time
I hope I mean to you as much as you mean to me
And when I'm away our care wont fade
Even if we weren't really meant to be
I'm willing to fight fate in our memory
To my loved one:
A sleeping kitten in my lap
A loyal dog at my feet
A crackling fire
A moon lit sky
A great situation it's plan to see
A perfect setting if you were with me
Friends for Eternity
friends for eternity
no one can take that away
friends for eternity
and we'll always stay
friends for eternity
because we promised to be
friends for eternity
just you and me
Night Thoughts
During the day I manage to keep busy
Playing games, doing work, watching TV
But at night is when I feel the most alone
Getting thoughts I wish I could run away from
I stay up late sometimes just trying not to cry
To sleep I try to fool myself with a lie
I say there is nothing I can do
I know deep down that it just isn't true
Then day comes again and I'm fine
I do everything I can to occupy my time
But on nights when I struggle to sleep
My mind wanders to thoughts so deep
I feel like I'm falling
And no one can hear me calling
I try so hard at night not to get depressed
These weren't the feelings I had once expressed
I just don't want all my emotion
To start any major commotion
So I keep them to myself most of the time
Until I can express them through rhyme
Imagination
I seem to have the strangest dreams
Things never thought, never done, never seen
My dreams often influence me
I know they're the trigger of my creativity
So the reason I write is rather plain
If I didn't I would go completely insane
Silence
By Myself and Rowe
I shot a gun and as the bullet flew
I couldn't think of what to do
Very soon my world would end
Because you just wanted to be a friend
For love is lost and so am I
There is one thing you can't deny
For my life to continue its progress
All YOU had to do was say yes
As I lay numb and cold
I think of what my future could hold
Silence
Do you love me or not?
Is this some sort of evil plot
What are you trying to do?
Why wont you just make you move?
Is this something you do for fun?
String me up and hurt me when you're done?
I'm always gonna be around
My angel in the lost and found
Pick me up and then you throw me down
Catch me before I hit the ground
Well if it's true
If my love is just a game for you
There's just one thing I want you to do
Pick up my pieces when you're through
Spirit has been dashed away
In this world I wish not to stay
Soul demolished in one foul blow
I can only think of one way to go
But through the darkness it never crossed my mind
How many I've hurt over time
When I was gone
I now wish I hadn't left that way
I regret my choice every day
If only the others knew what I know
If only there was a way I could show
So I do my best to leave this grave of mine
And write my message inside these lines
Suicide hurts more than one
I don't want your sympathy
I don't want you to pity me
I just wanna be who I wanna be
Even if it means living in a reverie
Slipin' through the back gate
Of these changes in time
I look around and realize
These changes are mine
Not exactly sure what to do
I run from my mind
Because when I look around
All I see
Reminds me of you
(Well I know you're not mine
Yeah I know you're not mine
An' chances are
An' chances are
This feelin' of mine
Ain't gonna go away)
I look into your eyes
And all that I see
Is myself in your arms
Never letting go of me
I wish that I could tell you
About all the things that I feel
But every time I try to speak
Something doesn't feel real
(Well I know you're not mine
Yeah I know you're not mine
An' chances are
An' chances are
This feelin' of mine
Ain't gonna go away)
No it ain't gonna go away
Not until I say
I think I'm in love
With you
Song Spoofs
I'm goin' Crazy
to the tune (You Drive me Crazy)
Baby, I wanna kill you
You got that somethin, what can I do
Baby, you stood up
Now you got my brain all shook up.
Every time you talk to me
My head is poundin, it's easy to see
Hatin you means so much more
More than anything I ever wanted before
I'm going crazy; I just can't sleep.
I wanna go back but I'm in too deep.
Oh, oh, oh, crazy; but it feels okay.
I don't think I'll take my medication today.
Tell Me, you're not into me
And I'm the last one that you will see
Tell me, I'm not in the blue
That I'm not wastin, my sanity on you
Killing you means so much more
More than anything I ever felt before
I'm going crazy; I just can't sleep.
I wanna go back but I'm in too deep.
Oh, oh, oh, crazy; but it feels okay.
I don't think I'll take my medication today.
I'm going crazy; I just can't sleep.
I wanna go back but I'm in too deep.
Oh, oh, oh, crazy; but it feels okay.
Every Day and Every Night
I'm going crazy; I just can't sleep.
I wanna go back but I'm in too deep.
Oh, oh, oh, crazy; but it feels okay.
I don't feel like taking my medication today.
I'm Going Crazy (You make me go crazy baby)
Ohh..Crazy, But It Feels Alright
Yep, I'm skippin my medication tonight
Yep, I'm skippin my medication tonight
I'm on Survivor
to the tune (I'm a survivor)
Now that you're off the island
We're so much better
You thought that we'd be weak without you
But we're stronger
You thought that we'd be broke without you
But we're richer
You thought that we'd be glad without you
We fight harder
You thought we would grow without you
Now we're starving
Though that we'd be helpless without you
But we're winning
You thought that we'd be stressed without you
But we're burnin'
You thought we wouldn't win without you
Won a million
We're on survivor
We're not gon give up
We're not gon stop
We're gon work harder
We're on survivor
We're gonna make it
Will we survive?
Here on survivor
(Chorus)
Thought we couldn't hunt without
We're killing
You thought we couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought we couldn't last without you
But we're lastin'
You thought that we would die without you
But we're livin'
Thought that we would fail without you
But we're on top
Thought it would be over by now
But it won't stop
Thought that we would self destruct
But we're still here
Even in our months to come
(Chorus)x2
We're wishin' you the best
Pray that you are blessed
Bring much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
(We're better than that)
We're not gon blast you on the radio
(We're better than that)
We're not gon lie on you and your family
(We're better than that)
We're not gon hate on you in the magazines
(We're better than that)
We're not gonna diss you on TV
(We're just like that)
You know we're gonna diss you on the internet
Cause was got nothin else ta do when we get back
(Chorus)x2
After of all of the darkness and sadness
Soon comes happiness
If we surround ourselves with negative things
We'll gain prosperity
We're on survivor
We're not gon give up
We're not gon stop
We're gon work harder
We're on survivor
We're gonna make it
Will we survive?
Here on survivor
Shockabuku
to the tune of All Star (Smash Mouth)
I want you to show me
where this road will take me
a place where bad guys won't stay dead
where they all think it is fun
to blow you away
or to just slice off your head
well the action starts comin'
and it won't stop rollin'
either bend the rules
or hit the ground running
don't stand in one place or you'll be well-done
if you want to live
then it's fight or run
no where to go
no where to hide
and you can't stop to watch your backside
you wake up and you never know (NO!)
If the sun'll shine or if it'll blow
CHORUS:
Hey now, this is our world
we can do what we want to
Hey now, this is our world
and it's called shockabuku
and enemies don't go away
they only come back or accumulate
it's a cool place
and they say it gets colder
you think it's hard now
wait 'til you get older
but one man may beg to differ
judging by the hope in the big picture
the ice you skate is getting really thin
the water's getting warm
but you can't swim
the world catches or there're no open doors?
that's the way we like it
'cause we never get bored
and if anyone asks,
'could you help me save my ass?
I need to get myself away from this place'
then say yep that's no concept
I'm runnin' for my life too
why don't we just run for it together
REPEAT CHORUS
Shockabuku wonder why
to the tune of Real World (Matchbox 20)
Do you wonder what it's like to be a magic maker?
Do you wonder what it's like to know that you paved the way?
Or if you were the guy who invented plastic boxes that Tupperware came from?
Or you could go back in time and change what you have done?…have done,
you have done
Do you wonder what it's like to be the hero?
Do you wonder what you'd do if you could blow away a town?
From some other planet, or you get this funky high off something strange?
And your friends or either real or deranged...deranged, or they're both
(Chorus)
Straight up, what did you hope to learn from here?
If you were someone else, would your world be blown apart?
Strange, where were you, when life gave you this gig?
Do you wish the real world, would just stop hassling you?
Do you wonder what it's like to be the head honcho?
Do you wonder what it's like to have to live in a bed?
If you could shout out an word, and time would freeze for you to get away?
or the earth would split if you change your...tone, your tone
(Chorus)
Do you wanna change? Do you wanna break?
Does nothing work? Not even you?
Do you wanna change? What do you wanna be?
That is shockabuku
(Chorus)
What world do you live in?
in the tune of Pretty Fly for a Rabbi (Wierd Al)
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
And I only have one question for you, what's your world like?
Our world has had a fair share of characters in the past
But most of 'em were weak and none of 'em would last
But if you have survived this long, you're probably gonna stay
remember don't do nothin' you can die for - or it wont always be that way
So what about you? What are you gonna do?
Run for your life, or fight the battle 'til it's through?
Are you a man? Or are you a god?
Are you gonna give the cheers, or are you gonna shed the tears?
Or are ya gonna be the one sending jeers?
It's up to you. What do you wanna do?
Oh can you survive?
Hey! It's a shockabuku thing!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
And I only have one question for you, what's your world like?
Will you be a bore, or will you suffice?
Are you gonna live, or will you have to pay the price?
Are you gonna have it easy, or are ya gonna have it hard?
But if you wanna haggle, you better know how to bard!
If you wanna scoff, be ready to take off!"
Can you be tolerated, or will you be booted off?
You gotta keep your cool or go back to survival school!
It's up to you? It's up to you?
Do you get holidays, or every night do you just pray,
That you can make it to see another day?
Do you got what it takes?
Hey! It's a shockabuku thing!
Will it be like in the movies, where the bad guys always miss?
But, all you have is a sling shot and you make every hit.
Are you gonna blow the door away, or is there a lock you can pick?
Are you gonna get you're a$$ blown off, or will you take the hint?!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
(What world do you live in?) Shock-a-buku!
And I only have one question for you, what's your world like?
Are you gonna live, or are you gonna die?
Do you have anywhere to run, or have anywhere to hide?
Will you be amused, or will you blow a fuse?
Are you gonna be good, are ya gonna be bad?
Will you charge forward, or will you go back?
Or will you remember all the drinks that you just had!
You think you got what it takes?
You gonna play chicken, or hit the brakes?
Do you know if you will survive?
Hey! It's a shockabuku thing!